Here comes another of my old writeups, a poem, which I wrote long long back, about 6-7 years I guess, or may be even more.

Really hope someone would change it a bit, and convert it into a rock gaana(song)!

Here is how it goes -

Disgusting me!

I don’t have words for my own self,
I am so disgusting, so yucky to smell,
I am an immortal personality,
Who never accepts the reality.

I don’t have a singe true friend,
No one I can write emails for to send,
I am not loved by a single soul,
And will never be in my life, whole.

I always tried to push things my way,
But everyone and evertything went away,
I was never satified with what I had,
For eveything else I was Mad.

My life is disgusting everyone knows,
They hate me from within, but rarely show,
NO that’s not because of sympathy but humanity,
My heart they feel, has no sensibility.

I Smoke, I Drink, I Steal, I Lie,
Waiting eagerly when will I die,
I am irresponsible, irritating, fucked up man,
I wanna get off all this as soon as I can.

But only IF I could get a chance,
I wanna live a life somewhat enhanced,
Dreams are always in every eyes,
Without seeing its true or lies.

I too want a girl I can romance with,
IF she agrees, on the floor to dance with,
I’ll keep her happy to the best I can,
She’ll be proud to have me as her man.

I know I can’t be forgiven for all my folony,
BUT I too wanna live on a path u guys will show me,
AND IF she says that she will be mine,
I feel everything with me would be fine.

OH Gawd I pray in my next life,
Don’t make me what i was this time,
Make me an animal, make me a bird,
Make me anyone but someone never heard.

-SELF WRITTEN-

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This was written on 6th june, 2007.

Here is what it was like

Its been so long we met… and when ever we meet… it was for such a short duration… Its all time bound… I wish we were not human… not animals even… wish we were nature… may be like oceans and wind… who can touch each other almost at every time… like water and the fish… which when separated would die… like flowers and the fragrance… which the world wants and likes to be together… like the mountains and the clouds… which can feel each others warmth even in the coldest times… that protection… those emotions… that purity can never be understood by humans… coz humans are duty bound… and when it comes to love… its so unbound… so inseperatable… so uncompromising… but then we are humans…. i forgot that… should have not…

closing this post by the most wonderful words…
“LOVE YOU”

Thanks for the time to read it,

Regards.

Sammy loves Gayatri

This is yet another of my tries to write a poem, and obviously, result of yet another occasion when I was high(, ok drunk).
I call it untitled, as I don’t know what to name it as, and 2 because this is the second one I could never give a name to(the first one is also available, and I will be shifting it on this blog soon). For whom? Obviously, since now its open on the most important social network for my blog – called Facebook, as I get the most of the traffic from it, lemme not hide, its when Gayatri Sharma, and me, fought. And after a few drinks, i felt, its been ages we have been apart, and she is married to someone else and happily married, and I am still single. [ALAS]

Here is how it goes -

THE UNTITLED 2 :

Ever since you left,
I have survived,
But with a difference,
That for you, I have thrived.

The sun still rises,
But with no hope,
And when the sun sets,
There still aint any scope.

I walk in the street,
So lonely and dry,
Tears don’t fall,
But I still cry.

Anything I come across,
Reminds me of you,
Well somewhere my honey,
I strive for you!

I drink once I reach back,
Like a bird wandering to find a new home,
I get high,
Yet wondering why I am still alone.

Yes, I miss your presence,
But I don’t miss you,
You might have found love somewhere else,
But I still love you.

There are tears in my heaven,
Ever since we are apart,
But still you owe me,
My love, my soul and my heart!

Thats all guys. Sorry if it was a torture. But I really love this chick – Gayatri Sharma.

Cheers

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